Sadist

It's kinda creepy, you know... To think that a very kind-hearted, loving, caring and respectful person could become such a sadist person. I have always respect him, look up to him because he is my leader. I love him for his fatherly role-model towards me. But then again, there's no such thing as a perfect person, isn't it. There's a negative side for him too, and he himself admittedly saying, " You know, I am very nice to people, but what went wrong was people took advantage of my kindness. Eventually, they stepped on my head."

"I am a very sadist person. When people mistreated me, I'd love to see them suffer."

I was very surprise at first. Seriously. If you don't know him, people might think that he is sick. Sick as in psychotic.

But if you think again, just try to put yourself in his shoes. Maybe he bursted and cursed all out today because he couldn't take the pressure. It's just to much. I pity him. I myself can relate to him in this kind of situation looking back to my school days. I was a head prefect. I know it is nothing to be compared to him, but I know how does it feels to have people who work under you, disobey your words, your rules. It was terrible when they did the impossibles, things that they knew you prohibited, yet they did it. It's easy to conclude. It's like an action to represent their disrespectfulness towards you.

I have worked under 3 headmasters and I think he is the best one I have ever work with so far. If you ever been in his office, you will see how hardworking he is, how he never rest, and I would tell myself that I would never try on becoming a headmistress. Looking at all his pile of work and responsibilities, I wouldn't dare. I don't think I would ever become a very good and hardworking leader as he is. Suits his name's meaning : "Continuous kindness."

I pray that Allah would bless him with good health, and give him the patience. So he would always be who he always is. The one who inspire. The one who always have a warm smile. The one I look up to the most.

There goes my boss, a man full with a caring heart, warm, kind, trustworthy, very responsible, hardworking, but... sadist.