Plan

وَمَكَرُواْ وَمَكَرَ اللّهُ وَاللّهُ خَيْرُ الْمَاكِرِين
And they planned, but Allah planned. 
And Allah is the best of planners

O Allah

O ALLAH,

If he’s meant for me
and i meant for him
Let us be together through ijabkabul.

O ALLAH,
If we are not meant to be together
Please avoid us from
seeing one another.

O ALLAH
If he’s the right person for me
let his iman be the one that I adores
and let him make my way easier to Jannah.

O ALLAH
If he’s the wrong person for me,
show him the right way
so that he can lead others instead.

Decorate

Decorate - Yuna

So you decided to see me out of the blue,
should i let you come over?
i think you're doing fine..
that girl in your arms does she know where you come from?

Almost made me move out of town,
you don't want me to be around, i stayed anyway,
just in case...

finding reasons to hate you more than before
like how you said, you would call
but never at all..got rid off your number that i know by heart...

you left your things at my place,
as if i have all the space,cause you know i dont mind
just come back when you think its time..

i'm all black and white inside,
monotonous from left to right
i decorate my house with things you love
just in case, you show up..
in case you show up.

Entry indah...

Bila baca, aku jadi terkedu. I can truly relate my situation... harap-harap, sedikit sebanyak dapat ubat hati yang tengah rawan. Yang masih belum reda kecewanya. Yang belum terubat laranya.

Bloghopping ke blog-blog yang aku normally jadi silent reader je... I came across this entry. Suits me. Suits my situation.

for those who once called lover...

i walk back in time

to the days we were in the same rhyme

they are still clear in my mind..

the days you were my dearest

the days you and me were 'us'

the days you and me were borderless..

but then we were flooded by tears

our love broke into pieces

both our heart felt like stab by spears..

im sorry for things i ve done

im sorry for all the ignorance

im sorry for not becoming what you want.

and let 'us' become undone.

and please, pretty pretty please..

delete me from your most-hated list

and we both may go on in peace.

untuk kamu sayang,

aku pergi dulu, membawa separuh dari kamu bersama aku.

jangan ambil seumur hidup kamu, untuk berusaha memenuhi kembali ruang itu.

maafkanlah aku, bukan untuk aku.tapi untuk kamu.

supaya hati kamu lebih tenang, tanpa benci dan dendam.

supaya hari-hari kamu, membahagiakan setiap zarah tubuh kamu.

supaya mega hitam dihati kamu, berganti salju memutih.

redhakanlah, supaya semua yang menghiris hati kamu pergi.

supaya kamu mampu tersenyum berseri, bila kita jumpa di lain hari.

semoga mimpi kamu malam nanti, buat kamu tak mengharap tibanya pagi.

semoga senyum kamu pagi nanti, seindah pelangi.

semoga lelaki yang menemani kamu nanti, lebih beerti.

semoga dia mendampingimu, sampai akhir hayat nanti.

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Like A Fool

I sit by myself, talking to the moon like a fool.

Finding the star that you could be.

Even if we never talk again, 

please know that I am forever changed because of who you are 

and what you've meant to me. 

I'm sorry. :)

Luv,
℘