Half of my heart was wishing it wasn't true
Half of my heart was hoping it would be somebody else
Half of my heart wanted to believe that people are bluffing
Half of my heart wish it wasn't you
But another half knew it is true
Another half knew it was not somebody else
Another half knew that people are not bluffing
Another half knew that it was you.
That day when you decide that it wasn't me
You break my heart into pieces
And took half away.
~Take me away~
Monday, October 31, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Secret Sweet Escape. Supposedly secret..
Kali pertama menulis semula dalam blog ni after a very-very long time. Hmmm...beria je semangat nak blog dalam fully bahasa (refer to first 5 words). Tapi as you can see as I would always be...vain.
Gembira sangat2 last weekend. Sebab dapat jumpe balik my long-time-no-see Besterestest Friend. One I can call Sahabat Sejati Dunia Akhirat. InsyaAllah. Sayangku Qasehku Laila. Ye..Laila. Nama nie memang tak boleh buang. Biar pedih luka sedih menghiris jiwa hiba, tetap kau kena guna nama nie. Walaupun aku seorang genius pro dalam memberi nickname for people, tetap lepas kau request aku tukar nama yang lain, aku tetap rasa Laila itu kau. Tiada galang gantinya. Hanya kau seorang.
So after about 3 years, kami ditemukan Allah semula. Syukur alhamdulillah. Dalam keadaan yang baik. Dulu kami berdua adalah student. She was my one year junior(although she is one year older than me). Sekarang aku adalah proudly seorang pendidik. Dan dia juga, cuma aku dah one year established teacher, and she is on her way completing her Master( which I was jealous... at first) before she could serve the nation as a lecturer.
Anyway, it was my first time travelling alone. And I succeeded! Syukur alhamdulillah, nothing bad happen to me on the way to KL and on my way home. So now I am already addicted, so selalulah saya lepak-lepak kat website airasia untuk survey tiket murah.
Still adapting back on blogger mode, so I'll just jot down some note to remember.
1) Met Sarah's friend, Yana yang tunjukkan jalan to LCCT untuk Laila (walaupun sesat jugak...hehehe). She is a very nice girl. Kecil molek orangnya. Sweet. She told Sarah yang I seems to be younger than Sarah. Laila pon cakap yang Sarah is more mature than me[???] Seriously???
2) Met Huda, Laila's room mate yang buat Master also, in Education. Her degree was Psychology, so after listening to Laila's onak ranjua berduri nak siapkan proposal die dalam Quran Sunnah, makes me think twice untuk proceed dlm Syariah. So my second option for Master degree is Education. Huda ni tak cakap banyak. But she responded well bila kite ajak die cakap. Buat hal sendiri je... which for me is a good thing jugak, for a person yang suka privacy. Tapi...
3) First nite tido bilik Laila, tak dapat tido sangat. Asyik tergaru-garu. Tapi bukan nyamuk, sebab takde bunyi. Pelik tapi benar.
4) The activities:
Saturday.
~ Alamanda with Laila and Sarah. I told Laila that I want to eat Nasi Arab. Rindu mau reminisce-reminisce the good old days waktu belajar di Jordan. Reminded us so much about the past. Teringat kat Fryal. Apa khabar agaknya. She shouldve married a Malaysian instead. The jalan-jalan sekejap kat alamanda kene paw dengan budak Sarah belikan comforter, and terpengaruh dengan Laila's obsession on Eco-friendly carrefour bag. Comel sangat. Pink. Also bought my Marie Claire sling bag, yang tinggal last piece. Thank goodness!
~ Then pegi butik Myra. Here borong 4 helai tudung twist XL + satu chilli red plain tudung for Dinner. Spent RM130 here.
~ Sempat balik by 1430, solat zohor kat bilik. Nap (hahah napla sangat kalau tido sampai pukul 5). Penat weh..jalan-jalan.
~ Malam, Laila and I, pegi to Restoran Nu'in Little Perak which Laila proudly claim that they got "Teh Tarik Paling Sedap Di Dunia". Akhirnya baru ku tahu bahawa teh itu jadi sedap di dunia for a reason. Ada manager restoran yang paling "sedap mata mak mertua memandang" di dunia juga. Tapi memang betul. Sangat rajin, cepat bekerja, cepat bertindak. Tapi yang penting, "muka beriman". No wonderla my BFF tertawan. So we spent almost 2hours lepak situ, chitchat sambil memerhatikan si baju hitam. Tetiba ternampak suami Kak Tasha. Dan Adham!!!
~ Spent the nite at Sarah's. Sleep on her bed merasmikan her new dark purplr comforter that I bought her. Bilik kecil yang penuh barang. Asrama yang sunyi seolah-olah takde orang. Creepy.
Sunday.
~ Laila fetch us by 0830 as her schedule goes. Naik train ke Bank Negara. Nak pegi Jalan TAR. Penat. Carik Kak Janah's brown and red tudung. I hate it when people kirim this sort of thing. And I hate that I need to choose. Bought big black tudung syria for myself. Yeay! Mission accomplish. So next time Peach, keep your mouth shut!
~ Lunch kat Secret Recipe. Solaat Zohor kat Sogo, ramainya orang! A culture shock for me! Bak kata Laila, "Bolok". Hahah!
~ Balik semula naik train lagi. I found it fun! Apart from the fact yang I got very annoyed waktu pegi, bile nampak 2 orang lelaki muda yang tak sedar diri bahawa mereka sekarang berada dalam Koc Wanita. Seriously man... Can't you read? Or maybe they was just born with a very thick skin on their face that they don't feel any shame at all.
~ Balik, sudah agak penat. Kemas barang sikit-sikit. Then siap sedia nak pegi Surau An-Nur. We were late for maghrib prayer. Kuliyah Maghrib tentang buku la Tahzan. Solat Isyak.
~ Dinner at BBB Restaurant. Makan Ikan Siakap kukus Limau yang sedap giler! Seriously! Marvelous! Telur bungkus seafood, Kerabu Mangga. Total heaven!
~ Balik, kene siapkan E-laporan and Laila kene baca Tafsir. Ended with me buat sikit je, and Laila tertido. Dahla esok deadline! Man! Sungguh tak seronok!
Monday:
~ Lepas Subuh sempat siapkan E-Laporan before 0930. Then kitorang pegi PKNS. Beli-beli sikit. Lunch yang sangat sedap kat atas PKNS tu. Borong roti gardenia. Sucks! Sebab berat nak mampossss! Again, I should've keep my mouth shut, because I paid for the kgs of the luggage, but they took my kgs, and pay the exact price. Where is the courtesy people??? Bukanla tujuan aku nak berkira sangat, tapi bila part sen-sen pun nak kira, aku pun jadilah berkira. Even RM1 pon mintak balik? This part memang aku terlupa nak bagi balik, coz aku ingatkan die bagi cun-cun harga. Rupa-rupanya ada baki RM1. Honestly, bukan kerana RM1 yang aku kisahkan, cuma budi bahasa. Itu sahaja. Atleast give me that nice feeling yang penat lelah saya carikkan tudung pusing-pusing Jalan TAR, angkat hand luggage dalam plane berebut-rebut dengan orang which I originally shouldn't have, kalau tak angkut roti yang banyak tu...dihargai. Entahla. But I promise myself yang this is the last time I would let people do this to me. At least not by the same person(s).
~ By 1430 siap-siap nak pegi airport to hantar me. Saya adalah sedih. Sempat komplot dengan Huda sorokkan sejadah dan suruh Huda bagi pada Laila bila die balik dar hantar me from LCCT. Huda at first macam pelik-pelik gitu. Tak faham kot. Lawak. Hahah!
Overall, it was a really nice trip. Smooth, sebab ada penjaga masa yang sangat efisyen. I Loike!
Actually I am not really a "jalan-jalan" girl. I am more to relax, read, stay at home girl. So next time pegi, nak lepak-lepak temankan Laila buat research je. InsyaAllah. And be sure to keep it a secret.
Qasehku Laila,
sentiasa di hati,
di sisiku selalu,
dulu... kini...
& selamanya.
Gembira sangat2 last weekend. Sebab dapat jumpe balik my long-time-no-see Besterestest Friend. One I can call Sahabat Sejati Dunia Akhirat. InsyaAllah. Sayangku Qasehku Laila. Ye..Laila. Nama nie memang tak boleh buang. Biar pedih luka sedih menghiris jiwa hiba, tetap kau kena guna nama nie. Walaupun aku seorang genius pro dalam memberi nickname for people, tetap lepas kau request aku tukar nama yang lain, aku tetap rasa Laila itu kau. Tiada galang gantinya. Hanya kau seorang.
So after about 3 years, kami ditemukan Allah semula. Syukur alhamdulillah. Dalam keadaan yang baik. Dulu kami berdua adalah student. She was my one year junior(although she is one year older than me). Sekarang aku adalah proudly seorang pendidik. Dan dia juga, cuma aku dah one year established teacher, and she is on her way completing her Master( which I was jealous... at first) before she could serve the nation as a lecturer.
Anyway, it was my first time travelling alone. And I succeeded! Syukur alhamdulillah, nothing bad happen to me on the way to KL and on my way home. So now I am already addicted, so selalulah saya lepak-lepak kat website airasia untuk survey tiket murah.
Still adapting back on blogger mode, so I'll just jot down some note to remember.
1) Met Sarah's friend, Yana yang tunjukkan jalan to LCCT untuk Laila (walaupun sesat jugak...hehehe). She is a very nice girl. Kecil molek orangnya. Sweet. She told Sarah yang I seems to be younger than Sarah. Laila pon cakap yang Sarah is more mature than me[???] Seriously???
2) Met Huda, Laila's room mate yang buat Master also, in Education. Her degree was Psychology, so after listening to Laila's onak ranjua berduri nak siapkan proposal die dalam Quran Sunnah, makes me think twice untuk proceed dlm Syariah. So my second option for Master degree is Education. Huda ni tak cakap banyak. But she responded well bila kite ajak die cakap. Buat hal sendiri je... which for me is a good thing jugak, for a person yang suka privacy. Tapi...
3) First nite tido bilik Laila, tak dapat tido sangat. Asyik tergaru-garu. Tapi bukan nyamuk, sebab takde bunyi. Pelik tapi benar.
4) The activities:
Saturday.
~ Alamanda with Laila and Sarah. I told Laila that I want to eat Nasi Arab. Rindu mau reminisce-reminisce the good old days waktu belajar di Jordan. Reminded us so much about the past. Teringat kat Fryal. Apa khabar agaknya. She shouldve married a Malaysian instead. The jalan-jalan sekejap kat alamanda kene paw dengan budak Sarah belikan comforter, and terpengaruh dengan Laila's obsession on Eco-friendly carrefour bag. Comel sangat. Pink. Also bought my Marie Claire sling bag, yang tinggal last piece. Thank goodness!
~ Then pegi butik Myra. Here borong 4 helai tudung twist XL + satu chilli red plain tudung for Dinner. Spent RM130 here.
~ Sempat balik by 1430, solat zohor kat bilik. Nap (hahah napla sangat kalau tido sampai pukul 5). Penat weh..jalan-jalan.
~ Malam, Laila and I, pegi to Restoran Nu'in Little Perak which Laila proudly claim that they got "Teh Tarik Paling Sedap Di Dunia". Akhirnya baru ku tahu bahawa teh itu jadi sedap di dunia for a reason. Ada manager restoran yang paling "sedap mata mak mertua memandang" di dunia juga. Tapi memang betul. Sangat rajin, cepat bekerja, cepat bertindak. Tapi yang penting, "muka beriman". No wonderla my BFF tertawan. So we spent almost 2hours lepak situ, chitchat sambil memerhatikan si baju hitam. Tetiba ternampak suami Kak Tasha. Dan Adham!!!
~ Spent the nite at Sarah's. Sleep on her bed merasmikan her new dark purplr comforter that I bought her. Bilik kecil yang penuh barang. Asrama yang sunyi seolah-olah takde orang. Creepy.
Sunday.
~ Laila fetch us by 0830 as her schedule goes. Naik train ke Bank Negara. Nak pegi Jalan TAR. Penat. Carik Kak Janah's brown and red tudung. I hate it when people kirim this sort of thing. And I hate that I need to choose. Bought big black tudung syria for myself. Yeay! Mission accomplish. So next time Peach, keep your mouth shut!
~ Lunch kat Secret Recipe. Solaat Zohor kat Sogo, ramainya orang! A culture shock for me! Bak kata Laila, "Bolok". Hahah!
~ Balik semula naik train lagi. I found it fun! Apart from the fact yang I got very annoyed waktu pegi, bile nampak 2 orang lelaki muda yang tak sedar diri bahawa mereka sekarang berada dalam Koc Wanita. Seriously man... Can't you read? Or maybe they was just born with a very thick skin on their face that they don't feel any shame at all.
~ Balik, sudah agak penat. Kemas barang sikit-sikit. Then siap sedia nak pegi Surau An-Nur. We were late for maghrib prayer. Kuliyah Maghrib tentang buku la Tahzan. Solat Isyak.
~ Dinner at BBB Restaurant. Makan Ikan Siakap kukus Limau yang sedap giler! Seriously! Marvelous! Telur bungkus seafood, Kerabu Mangga. Total heaven!
~ Balik, kene siapkan E-laporan and Laila kene baca Tafsir. Ended with me buat sikit je, and Laila tertido. Dahla esok deadline! Man! Sungguh tak seronok!
Monday:
~ Lepas Subuh sempat siapkan E-Laporan before 0930. Then kitorang pegi PKNS. Beli-beli sikit. Lunch yang sangat sedap kat atas PKNS tu. Borong roti gardenia. Sucks! Sebab berat nak mampossss! Again, I should've keep my mouth shut, because I paid for the kgs of the luggage, but they took my kgs, and pay the exact price. Where is the courtesy people??? Bukanla tujuan aku nak berkira sangat, tapi bila part sen-sen pun nak kira, aku pun jadilah berkira. Even RM1 pon mintak balik? This part memang aku terlupa nak bagi balik, coz aku ingatkan die bagi cun-cun harga. Rupa-rupanya ada baki RM1. Honestly, bukan kerana RM1 yang aku kisahkan, cuma budi bahasa. Itu sahaja. Atleast give me that nice feeling yang penat lelah saya carikkan tudung pusing-pusing Jalan TAR, angkat hand luggage dalam plane berebut-rebut dengan orang which I originally shouldn't have, kalau tak angkut roti yang banyak tu...dihargai. Entahla. But I promise myself yang this is the last time I would let people do this to me. At least not by the same person(s).
~ By 1430 siap-siap nak pegi airport to hantar me. Saya adalah sedih. Sempat komplot dengan Huda sorokkan sejadah dan suruh Huda bagi pada Laila bila die balik dar hantar me from LCCT. Huda at first macam pelik-pelik gitu. Tak faham kot. Lawak. Hahah!
Overall, it was a really nice trip. Smooth, sebab ada penjaga masa yang sangat efisyen. I Loike!
Actually I am not really a "jalan-jalan" girl. I am more to relax, read, stay at home girl. So next time pegi, nak lepak-lepak temankan Laila buat research je. InsyaAllah. And be sure to keep it a secret.
Qasehku Laila,
sentiasa di hati,
di sisiku selalu,
dulu... kini...
& selamanya.
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